Searching for....

Inspiration.

I have a lot of thoughts going through my mind....but none of them seem to want to connect together to make a complete sentence. It seems that when a person mourns a loss of something they thought was meaningful, their body shuts down and in a sense, hibernates all other emotions, as if to protect itself, from itself.

I know there is hope. I know that there is a purpose and path for each of us. But sometimes we lose focus of that....we try to take things into our own hands and attempt to "out do" God....and he sits back and lets us do this, knowing full well that at some point in time, we will crash and burn and come back to him for the help that he had already been prepared to give us so long ago.

That is where I am at. I give up. I just flat out...give up. I am so tired of running in the same circle, over and over. So, I give up.

Let GOD do what he will....and until then...let me heal and find some much needed inspiration in life.